On ya batfink, i feel for ya. Sounds like you have given it some good shots. I suppose it just boils down to really saying i have just had enough of this bullshit. Thats a lot of weight u put on. Do you eat the right food, meaning just healthier stuff, quit pies, fried foods etc, maybe this is also a chance to improve your lifestyle alround. I was diagnosed with bladder cancer at 38. Pretty scary. It changed my whole outlook, went vegan for about 2 yrs. read every book u can imagine. Have had the bladder tumours resected twice now, last op only just over a yr ago. Because of that i really respect my body now. And then i bumped into Parkour and never looked back. Look how well we look after our bikes but what a lot of us do to our bodies. I,m not perfect by any means but i am aware of what im doing to my body and try to do the right thing.
Cheers, Pete�
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