Unforgettable moments in your lifetime

[1300hayabusa]

Waking up in the morning just to find my daughter with blue lips and dead in her cot at 5 months old.

God Bless her soul, that would be devastating for any parent...

There is no god Mutha,at least not for me.What I have seen while executing orders in my work is the biggest wake up call anyone can get on how spietful and nasty and destructive we can be towards each other.The human being has been trigerring tragedys for ever and IMO he is his own nuclear detonation device just waiting to happen.Sometimes I try to justify her death and say to myself that my daughter is luckier than alot of the murdered,strarved and raped children i came across in the baltiks and the middle east but than I look at her photo and that comparison falls to pieces cause she was mine.There are nights that Im hesitant in going to bed,scared that I might dream of her than wake up just to find that her bed is/will still be empty.
Apologys for the downer post.